I don't think what he did was kind or fair to him; he deserved to live a long and fulfilling life, not to come to a point where his misery was so great the only way to escape it was to exchange his life for mine. But, I have to live with it. It's happened, it's done. He will never return to this world and what I do now is live for the both of us.
I use his name here, in this world: Mo Xuanyu. The love and attention and admiration I can earn from the people of this world is for him, for his memory. [ it's not an easy path, for either of them; it's not easy to weigh lives. ]
You're not wrong. I promise, you're not wrong to think that way. No life is worth another, yet when it happens... we must find ways to stand under the weight, or we are doing the dead a disservice.
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I use his name here, in this world: Mo Xuanyu. The love and attention and admiration I can earn from the people of this world is for him, for his memory. [ it's not an easy path, for either of them; it's not easy to weigh lives. ]
You're not wrong. I promise, you're not wrong to think that way. No life is worth another, yet when it happens... we must find ways to stand under the weight, or we are doing the dead a disservice.